I find it interesting how difficult I am finding it to actually put some thoughts down. It's like there is something in me that says "don't bother, no one wants to read your stuff. No one wants your opinion." I realize that I have always been afraid to really put my opinion out there. Even now as I write this, I can feel myself cringing inside as I hear all the potential comments, and I am actually shutting down. But I am going to continue to write this post because I believe it's time to overcome the fear. Joyce Meyer has said, "Face the fear and do it anyways." Well ok, here goes.
I am stuck. I have a whole lot of things that I think I should be doing, but for some reason I am not doing them. I believe that God created me to help facilitate the ushering in of His Presence wherever I go. Mostly it seems to happen through music. I really feel that it's the reason I was put on this earth. Yet my own mindset keeps me from going all out and pursuing that which I know I am created for.
So I am sticking out a limb from my hiding place and publicly stating that I am creating some sort of music CD for completion by the end of this year. I am going to get off my keester and finish this thing before it finishes me.
There, I've said it.
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