I find it interesting how difficult I am finding it to actually put some thoughts down. It's like there is something in me that says "don't bother, no one wants to read your stuff. No one wants your opinion." I realize that I have always been afraid to really put my opinion out there. Even now as I write this, I can feel myself cringing inside as I hear all the potential comments, and I am actually shutting down. But I am going to continue to write this post because I believe it's time to overcome the fear. Joyce Meyer has said, "Face the fear and do it anyways." Well ok, here goes.
I am stuck. I have a whole lot of things that I think I should be doing, but for some reason I am not doing them. I believe that God created me to help facilitate the ushering in of His Presence wherever I go. Mostly it seems to happen through music. I really feel that it's the reason I was put on this earth. Yet my own mindset keeps me from going all out and pursuing that which I know I am created for.
So I am sticking out a limb from my hiding place and publicly stating that I am creating some sort of music CD for completion by the end of this year. I am going to get off my keester and finish this thing before it finishes me.
There, I've said it.
Friday, 23 August 2013
Tuesday, 6 August 2013
Tehillah: Jordan Crossing ... we're going for it again!
This Sunday night, August 11, the worship team and I will be hosting a full blown worship night at Agape Life Center, located at the Sunrise Community Center, 1950 Windermere St, Vancouver, BC. We're planning to get into the Presence of Father God and see where He takes us. It's a wonderful opportunity to get filled up with the Holy Spirit, hear from the Father or just enjoy His Presence.
Tuesday, 30 July 2013
Tehillah? What is that?
Since beginning the Tehillah: Jordan Crossing worship nights at Agape Life Center Church here in Vancouver, people have wondered about the name. I was perusing some different worship websites when I came across some lists of the Hebrew and Greek words translated as "worship" or "praise" in English. At www.justworship.com, the following is their contribution:
Tehillah-to sing hallal, a new song, a hymn of spontaneous praise glorifying God in song
Psalm 34:1 I will bless the Lord at all times; His praise shall continually be in my mouth.
Psalm 40:3 He has put a new song in my mouth -- praise to our God; Many will see it and fear, and will trust in the Lord.
Psalm 149:1 Praise the Lord! Sing to the Lord a new song, and his praise in the assembly of saints.
When I read this, my spirit leaped because the "spontaneous" praise or worship is something for which we are becoming known. As the Spirit leads me or whoever is leading the worship time, much of our time is given over to allowing each individual to express his or her own praise/worship to the Lord. Many times it feels like the prepared songs we sing are only launching pads for the "real" expression of our love and adoration. In these new songs, I find that I am carried even further in and higher up into the Presence as each individual passionately pours out their alabaster jars of love because there is something that they contribute that I cannot.
When I come into the Presence, when we enter the Presence together, as the pure, spotless Bride, we cannot help but be affected, changed, renewed. As we come into the Presence, we are crossing over into the Promised Land, flowing with milk and honey - our home. I believe that when we purposefully seek the Father's face, seek the Presence - whatever that looks like, we cross our Jordan rivers - that which divides us from Him - and come into the fullness of life in Christ - the Promised Land.
Tehillah-to sing hallal, a new song, a hymn of spontaneous praise glorifying God in song
Psalm 34:1 I will bless the Lord at all times; His praise shall continually be in my mouth.
Psalm 40:3 He has put a new song in my mouth -- praise to our God; Many will see it and fear, and will trust in the Lord.
Psalm 149:1 Praise the Lord! Sing to the Lord a new song, and his praise in the assembly of saints.
When I read this, my spirit leaped because the "spontaneous" praise or worship is something for which we are becoming known. As the Spirit leads me or whoever is leading the worship time, much of our time is given over to allowing each individual to express his or her own praise/worship to the Lord. Many times it feels like the prepared songs we sing are only launching pads for the "real" expression of our love and adoration. In these new songs, I find that I am carried even further in and higher up into the Presence as each individual passionately pours out their alabaster jars of love because there is something that they contribute that I cannot.
When I come into the Presence, when we enter the Presence together, as the pure, spotless Bride, we cannot help but be affected, changed, renewed. As we come into the Presence, we are crossing over into the Promised Land, flowing with milk and honey - our home. I believe that when we purposefully seek the Father's face, seek the Presence - whatever that looks like, we cross our Jordan rivers - that which divides us from Him - and come into the fullness of life in Christ - the Promised Land.
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